Random Much.

I apologize for being MIA for a long long time! I have been too busy with life, with preparing myself for Uni and catching up with some friends. It has been awhile since I actually typed, I guess the only reason I am typing tonight is just because I'm back at home, and tomorrow's the big night for my brother - He's gonna tie the knot!

As of my love life, things have been fine, oh so fine. Not regretting anything about it, but at the same time, a bit shaky on my side cause I am actually leaving pretty soon. *sigh. Just about another month to go. I hope, both me and Koo, can work things out. *fingers crossed.

Awesome!

Taken from Bmobile's 2nd Annual Dinner last Saturday night (25th Sept).

Awesome Possum night for sure!

Eid 2010.

Selamat Menyambut Hari Raya Aidil Fitri!

Happy Eid Fitr All the Muslims around the world!

Happy Fasting on Thursday!

Baby Gibbon!

The cutest little furry creature I've ever held in my life while we (Me, KJc, P, B) were back in Samui.

Absence Makes the Heart Grow Fonder.

A part of you has grown in me.
And so you see, it's you and me
Together forever and never apart,
Maybe in distance, but never in heart.

Day 4.

the nights are long, my days are cold,
without the warmth you provide me, when I hold you in my arms it feels so long ago.

i am missing you.

Day 3.

i miss your kisses.

410th Post.

Just thought I'd give something to write about. I've passed my three months probation at bmobile. I will be turning the big twenty one in eleven days and will be flying off in also eleven days. This is a short post. *smiles

Birthday Trip!

Oh yeah! I'll be leaving with the Mister on the 26th this month, we'll be off to Thailand, alongside his best friend Paul and the other lot. Finally, I managed to get a "yes" from mum for this trip and I am super happy that I can go! Hoyeah! This is going to be a good trip eventhough I'll be flying back home alone. This trip is gonna be worth it I swear!


Here's to another 15 days! =)

Congratulations!

Congratulations to them inliners, for taking the 1st, 2nd and 3rd place

at the DiGi Live Tour Extreme in KK!

Random Rants.

Second post of the day. That's how bored I am at work at the moment.

The world is getting weirder each and everyday, after talking to a friend yesterday, its safe to say, you can't trust anyone wholeheartedly, no matter how close you've been, cause every each and one of us will somehow stab each other in the back for some reason.

The world is getting cruel with everyone. I've noticed that all of my circle of friends are dispersing away from each other for either good or bad reasons, we can't help but outgrow our own lifestyle, how we socialize and shit. But its good to know, some people do try to keep in touch.

Oh, summer holiday started already, and you know what that means!

Before I Get Too Lazy.

And so, I finally decided to type something today, even though there's pretty much nothing to talk about. The mister's off to KK yesterday, Mum and Dad came back from Perth yesterday and here I am pirating away in the office.

I have been doing great so far. Its my third month of working, never thought it has been that long. Probation's gonna be over pretty soon, and I hope that I can take leave at the end of next month. I'm still gonna try and go for that Bangkok trip! I so need a vacation!

World Cup's on going, who are you rooting for? I'm not too sure, but I was supporting Portugal but they're out already, and I'm left with rooting for Spain and Brazil. Well I hope these two teams meet at the finals. That's so gonna be one chaotic game.


So, what's new world?

365.

Happy 365th Day of being Us.

Enjoy!

30/05/10 Beach-in from jinchen koo on Vimeo.

And I Quote!

"...for as long as we exist girl"

KJc.

Hello May!

And I have realised that I have not been typing that much lately, well eversince I started working really. This was taken last week, we decided to go to Miri, and dragged me cousin along with us, since he lives in Kaybee. I went to do my shopping while the boys did their thing.

Spent about BND$200, which I managed to get a pair of Nike's. *grins. Anyhooters, its been a good lately, though things can some times be a bitch, but all is well. Alhamdulillah. The internet at home sucks right now. Eugh! Well, I guess I leave you to this.

PS: Belle, we want you to come home, I had an idea for your trip back home, this time no photoshoot, but something special, therefore, I need you to come home!!

Graduation.

And so, I have finally walked on stage to receive my National Diploma in Travel and Tourism Services. It was a great day to remember, the day we all graduated, the day we received our certificates and also it was the day to share with family, lover and friends. I am proud of myself and I am happy and grateful that both my mum and dad were there to witness it and not forgetting the amazing lover, KJc.

Tears and smiles were shared in the hall, and I definitely would say, I shared a great amount of smiles, tears and also laughter. It was the day that everyone was waiting for. Lastly, I'd like to say, Congratulations to the graduates and also my group mates for graduating, we sure did show our lecturers that we can make it through!

Class of 2007-2009.

Bundle of Joy!

Dayangku Alyaa Adrianna Fitri Pengiran Zainol Asri.

Born: 16th April 2010 @ 1337Hrs.

3.545kg, 49cm.

Work.

It is 430 am, and I am as of now getting ready for work. Yes, I repeat, work! Its okay cause I'm gonna have my off day on Monday! *jumps with joy! Work is good so far, Alhamdulillah. The weather right now is really tempting me to go back to sleep! Its raining outside. *sighs. Well I should jet now. Talk soon!

The HE.

The HE who I'd run to when things go wrong and when things crumble down to my feet. He'll always be there for me no matter how far or near. There's never a distant I wouldn't go through just to be with him just for a hug.

July July July.

I start work next Thursday, pretty excited but scared at the same time. I know I'm ready for it, but I'm not so sure how ready I am.

This job is so gonna be worth it. At the very least, I've got stable income coming and I can go for that Thailand trip hopefully, which reminds me, I need to look for some people to accompany me on going. *sighs.

So, Thailand in July, any takers?

Nothing Compares.

Hello, I Love You!

Weekend.

Just mucking around with a new photo editing software, and I find it pretty easy to utilize. Its okay, does the job good. It helps with my laziness in photoshop. Happy Saturday!

...Loving You is what I do best

Just another one.

Better Everyday from jinchen koo on Vimeo.

Alhamdulillah.

I'm so grateful today, woke up next to the boyfriend, and a phone call from b.mobile for a job. A great start to the day I reckon. I met up with some of my girls last night. It was all fun and laughter all the way, although there was a slight awkward moment, but it was good.

Glad to make it last night and thankful for the call today. *smiles.

Think Think Think!

I was going to post something last night, but then I didn't know what to talk about. *sighs. I had a good start this week, filled with craziness and silliness with the Lover, Friend and Cousins. It was a good night the other night. Although the end of the night turned ugly for me. *giggles.

On a random note, I'm still waiting for a job! I so need a job, I need the shitloads of money to go traveling! *sighs. I so wanna make Thailand in July happen! *sighs.

Don't You Worry.

Don't you worry about a thing, because, no matter what happens, I'll always run back to you, and my reason of that is because you mean the whole world to me and you are so damn important in my life. So, don't you worry, I'm not going anywhere, cause boy, I'm planning on staying for a very long long time.

I love you, Koo Jinchen!

Its Amazing!

Lust Skate Studio from jinchen koo on Vimeo.

 

Filmed and Edited by Koo Jinchen.

Acceptance.

Some of the times, in this present day, I think, I think about why some of us have differences when it comes to accepting facts of people, accepting the past of people. I just don't understand it entirely. I don't expect to understand it through out my life. But some of the times, I try to accept the facts and the past, but it usually does not work that well, because everyone, I know everyone has their insecurities when it comes to accepting things.

So here I am, still awake and trying to figure out and contemplating with the facts and the past of people. I keep asking myself, am I ready to accept these facts and the past? I don't know, when I will be ready to accept it, but I sure am insecure. That's what I've learned from my past. I have the highest level of insecurity that no one has come across. I guess that's just the way I am.

Fingers crossed.

I finally got my laptop back, after say almost three months away to get it repaired. Pretty relieved that its back. I've been waiting for it to get done since forever. Anyhoots, I've got another interview tomorrow, work interview and I hope I get it. The last two interviews didn't go pretty well since I never got a call back from them. *sighs.

Things have been alright for me, been staying over at the mister's and all of that, and I'm still planning on going for that Thailand holiday. I'm still gonna ask until I get a yes from the big bosses.

Relieved

I just got back from staying over the mister's and went to check up on my laptop at CFK, and they said it'll be back say this weekend, therefore I can pick it up this coming Monday. OHYEAH! *grins. Anyways, we sent off Ezra to the airport today, he's been here for almost two months or so, been good having him around as well. The Yaris is in the workshop, cause the front bumper is falling off, so I had to get it fixed. It'll be done by Thursday or Friday morning. It sucks not having a car at home. *sighs.

SO the big highlight of the day is, I got a hold of my transcript today! I am happy with what I managed to get in those two and a half years in MTSSR. I managed to get a distinction, ten merits and five passes, with a total of 1.75 GPA. Its a tough wanting to get onto that scholarship with that GPA. At the very least I got my back up plan going on already. All I need to do now is just go out to KL with dad to look for a decent Uni again, although I've got my heart of going to UCSI. That's it for now i suppose.

Out of boredom.

Okay so, I got a hold of a memory card reader, therefore I could transfer some long overdue pictures onto my hard disk! Well pictures are taken from New Year's night up until few weeks ago. So let's go take a ride through some pictures that I got. By the way, pictures are taken by none other than, Koo Jinchen. :)

back at KJc's.

Can you guess whether this picture is taken during the day or at night?

It is just me, my lover and my friend.

ATF Dinner Rehearsal and oh Happy 21st Birthday to Dk. Ratna on the 28th of Feb!

And here's our little grown up babies!

Blabbering.

I know I have been missing in action with my typing. Just been a little pre-occupied doing things at the very moment. My laptop is still away, and it sucks! Well, I had the best weekend ever last week.

We - KJc, myself and Ezra, drove down to Miri on Saturday. It was sort of a last minute plan, if you consider three days before is last minute though. But yes, we managed to drove down to Miri and arrived in Miri before schedule. *smiles. Checked in at Gloria Hotel and walked around town and a couple of drinks at Barcelona. Invited Freddy to join us and he did. So went back to the hotel to change and shower. Headed out again to have dinner at Soho. Oh my god, the steak was so yummy! After the whole meeting up Freddy and dinner, we all headed out to Cherry Berries. I've got to say, I'm surprised how I can manage to go around Miri on my own, without parental supervision. This has to be the start of my first holiday with my boyfriend alone, and I gotta say, it was awesome!

Anyhooters, we - the same trio - went to National Day Celebration yesterday morning, and it was a little on the downside for me, one because there wasn't any good views and second of all, the performance wasn't like it used to me, i've got to say, it was some what less than a minute's performance. What happened there? I have no idea.

Well, I guess that's about it really. Cheerios!

Lalalalalove!

You and I, we might be strangers. However close we get sometimes, it's like we never met. But you and I, I think we can take it, with the good and the bad. Make something that no one else has but You and i, Me and you, what can we do? When the words we use sometimes are misconstrued. Well, i won't guess what's coming next, I can't ever tell you. The deepest well i've ever fallen into. I don't wanna know, I don't need to know - Everything about you. I don't wanna know and you don't need to know that much about me.

Ticking.

Its that time of the month and I am in deep pain with the period cramps. It sucks when it comes by. It hurts like crazy and I don't really like the feeling at all. Well, who would right? I have been sleeping over at the mister's lately and I must say this is the best holiday from college ever but hey, I've got to start thinking about Uni again. I found a few and oh, I am diverting from Tourism to Mass Comm. Just because I have made an interest in the field and all that. I've got to say, looking for Uni is tough, and facing independence is tougher.

I know I've got a few more months coming until I fly off to further my studies doesn't make me not feel scared okay? Eugh! The period cramps suck! They're so distracting me right now!

Rants!

I haven't been writing or typing much lately just because I have no idea what to talk about. And this is very unusual of me being at home at this hour, I guess I owe the family of my presence at home for the night. I haven't been at home lately just because I find myself suffocating in my own room. I know that doesn't sound so nice to say, but it is the fact.

Tomorrow's going to be my last day being in Brunei Tourism, well, I hope so. I want to get a proper job for one, where I get paid for what I do. Well atleast for until end of August or so. I'm planning on registering for the September intake at Lim Kok Wing.

I have no idea what I'm ranting about. I seriously need some entertainment! I need my laptop back! *sigh

I had the most weirdest dream this afternoon, so weird that I have no clue what it was all about. But all I can remember its something about a party and there was blood and cars involved, and people I know too.

...and i hope things will go accordingly

Sane.

It has only been say three days and today being the third day without you, and it being a long day for me, makes me feel lonely coming home to nobody. Just two more sleeps and I'll have myself wrapped around your arms again.

You're my sanity, I love you!

Little Ones.

Our turtles are growing pretty fast, we've had them say about half a year now. I'm surprised how Abs is growing bigger by the week, unlike the other two. Kill is not as big as Abs, but Tiny is still Tiny.

I suppose we managed to give them right names. Oh how I wish I could show you how big they are now. Since the Mister is away, the little ones are staying over mine so that they wouldn't starve, and its a little depressing how Tiny isn't eating much again. I suppose he's trying to adjust himself to a new environment again. But I managed to make them feel like home by getting them their usual meal, the little red palettes and dried worms!

...come home soon, we - the little ones and I are missing you

This and That.

I know I haven't been blogging that much lately, simply because my laptop isn't back from the supplier. *sighs. Well, things have been going alright after the wedding. Started voluntary work at Brunei Tourism, in conjunction of the ASEAN Tourism Forum that's happening this week.

The Mister left to China this morning and I have pretty much nothing to do after work, and it's feels a little different knowing that I have to drive myself to work this week just because I get to be picked up and sent to/from work by the Mister.

Its pretty quiet that he's not around but to come to think of it, it does feel nice to be away from each other once in awhile. I'm not saying that it should happen often, but this whole he's away for five days brings back old memories, its good and it feels nice.

I've got pictures I wanna transfer but I can't cause I don't have my laptop, and I have no cable for the camera as well. *sighs.

...and he said "money's not an issue when it comes to you."

Nothing but good.

I am liking the start of twentyten. Things have been good so far. Everything seems to go smoothly lately. Its a good start to twetntyten I must say. Not just for me though, for quite a number of people too.

Well, I hope this year is the year for everyone to shine. Lets get things right this year.

...i like the way you put hope in to it

Thumbs Up!

There is no more functions going on at home, as Sunday was the last day of all. It was a hectic and long weekend for most of us. Things went smoothly eventhough there were some glitches.

Sunday was the climax of them all. Stood around making sure everything went well and getting updates from the groom side. I have to admit, my sister looked stunning on all of her functions. She was dressed very gorgeously and her dresses were all so glamourous. Her pelamin was one of the best that I've ever seen.

I am truly happy with all this happening. I am truly happy for Nings and Aseli for their wedding. I am waiting happily for little Nings' and Aseli's running around the house.

Most importantly I am happy to involve you for all the functions.

Pictures can be seen on facebook.

Here we go again.

It has been seven days since twenty-ten, I must say the celebration on welcoming the new year was quiet for us, we couldn't go anywhere cause of the whole wedding preparations. Nonetheless, the celebration wasn't that bad.

Couple of drinks with Sobs and Zul at the Mister's, counted down to twenty-ten infront of the laptop while having smokes, cruised down to Empire and just chilled by the pool, got sent back home say about six in the morning, slept in until four in the afternoon, ordered pizza, stayed in until sevenish and went back to home with a dvd and chicken from express, watched dvd, ordered another pizza, watched dvd and passed out say until noon.

I'd say that is one heck of a night, with just the lover and two good friends. Despite it was a quiet celebration, it was a good one. I've got pictures to upload, but I don't think I will for now since the ASUS is being sent to the hospital.

This week is going to be one of the most busiest weeks, with the berbedak, berinai and sanding over the weekend, I'll be running around like a headless chicken, but on the other hand it is going to be worth it cause at the end of the day, I'll have you to cuddle with after a tiring day of running around.