Weekend.

I find it weirdly funny that someone's been stumbling upon my blog after googling my boyfriend's name. *giggles. Like, seriously? Why would you want to do such thing? I'm surprised.

Anyways, Alhamdulillah, Final Year Project Report done and submitted. 2130-0930 of brewing brain juices, thank you to Mr. Koo Jinchen for helping out. I must say without him I wouldn't be able to finish. Well, that's done, presentation and a few more assignments left. To pay the final year report off, me and the boyfriend will be joining Hafiiz and G to Kuala Lumpur this weekend.

Here's to the weekend. And this would be the first time I'd ever be going away on a plane with the mister! *grins

Re-think!

Just when you think I won't read and figure out who you talking about, that's where you are wrong.

I got bored, and I found this web page, wordle.net and I ended up making this..

By Your Side.

We come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly. - Sam Keen.

i love you, Jinchen.

...i think i found myself a heaven on earth

My Angel.

I'm happy that I am progressing on my final year project now, with the due date just a couple of days left, I think I can make it.

Thanks to the mister for always there to help out. *smiles. Though today he helped a little cause he passed out on the bed. *giggles. And hey, look, I am such a poser cause I wasn't actually sleeping. I got bored doing work, and watching him sleeping on the bed made me wanted to sleep too, but I couldn't and I ended up taking pictures instead. *giggles.

Well I should get back to work now. *smiles.

...things will get done before we know it

Love.

"Love does not consist of gazing at each other,
but in looking together in the same direction."
- Antoine de Saint-Exupery

Turtles.

I haven't taken any pictures of the three little turtles, but hey, it's about time that we bought turtles. We talked about it quite a lot of times already and ended up getting turtles yesterday just before sending off Ezra to the airport.

Three little turtles, named Tiny, Abs and Kill.

Tiny is really tiny and that he keeps on hiding in his shell, a bit worrying though but to the sounds of it, he's doing alright. Abs, cause he's got detailed and cool abs underneath and he's the kind which just sits there and act all macho and cool. Lastly there's Kill, named after Ezra, he's the one that keeps on swimming towards its reflection as if it's going to kill it or something. *smiles

After naming all three, it came to a point where their names suited them. I'm pretty happy that we finally got little turtles. *grins.

You.

...and i'll always be by your side.

Nothing.

The second day of fasting isn't that bad, if I keep up like this for the whole month, I'll be damn proud of myself.

Back to college tomorrow and it would be a little difficult this time around, to control myself with ordeals in college and all that. *hits head. I hope I can survive my third day of fasting. Insya Allah.

The Mister is coming back home tomorrow! *jumps with joy.

...we've got our differences

No More Drama.

First of all, I'd like to wish all Muslim family and friends a Happy Fasting Month. I'm thankful that I have been given the opportunity to fast again within my 20 years of living to the big boss, Allah Almighty. Thank you so much for giving me another year to be fasting with family and friends. I survived my first day and it feels great to accomplish this, more to come.

So far, things are doing alright and I am glad I got some things back in hand. I must say the patience paid off and no shit that patience is virtue.

Yesterday went down to Kaybee with the Mister and the classmates. I must say it was more of lets go to Kaybee just because we can. *giggles. Assignments in progress so is the project. It's getting hectic each and everyday with the workload. *sighs

...he keeps me sane

I want more of this kind of days.

...you the fuckin' best, no shit!

The Outcome.

Here's a teaser, wanna look at the whole thing? Get onto my facebook, there's a whole album on it. *grins

Well, I must say, I've had a great day/night today. Dinner at the Mister's mom and afterwards, movie. *smiles. I've no idea how I can be so comfortable around there, but it is a nice feeling I must say.

...the nicest feeling in the entire world is when you're around

Jinchen Koo.

I haven't got a clue if you're the one, but I like you.
I'd be a liar if I said I didn't love you, I do love you.
I am happy where I am today with you.

...and hey! I love you, Jinchen!

Mind Manipulation.

I have learned that being intheknow is important, though how much it would crush your heart, it would still be nice to know. My head's been a little fucked recently. Just thoughts you know, the second you are separated from the other half, not knowing what they're up to, it hurts the head to think of things that could happen when actually nothing will happen. It sucks when you're head plays things that it shouldn't be playing, making you all insecure inside. Doubting things and all that.

I don't like it, but after just a phone call, I know nothing will happen because we know better than others.

...i know, things are way better than what people think

Mars and Venus.

I am sometimes a little confuse with things. I do not know why I can't tolerate with some things sometimes. I guess it's just because that I have this thing of believing what's mine is just mine and no one elses type of thing. I still don't get it why everytime I think about it, it just crushes me a little inside.

Jealousy is such a bitch. I don't like the feeling of such emotion. It hurts. I don't like sometimes I feel that your partner is hiding some things from you and all that, it makes me think everytime. It's a little crazy this game that we call love or relationship. Well not crazy, but tricky.

I've to admit I can be a little psycho in this, but hey, I'm just a female, females tend to think so much even about the littlest things and when we do, it just gets crazier by the minute. That's why, men find it hard to understand women.

A well spent afternoon.

It was Ezra's birthday on Monday, so we ended up going to Empire just to chill and everything from noon up until sunset. I must say, I had a good time with the Mister and as well as Ezra, it's good to have friends to be around eventhough us love birds get a little carried away but still, we manage to mingle around.

And so, we just finished celebrating my brother's birthday - Hafiiz, we had a little barbecue and it was okay. I had a little time spending with the mister just after school. It was real nice.

We just can't wait to come and attend Bridex this Saturday!

Well, that's a little update for now.

300th Post.

That is the hand, the hand I hold.
The hand I hold when we cross the road, the hand I hold while either one of us is driving.
The hand I hold when I'm in need, the hand that gives me support.
That is the hand of my boyfriend, that never fails to be around.
The hand that I put myself to sleep with some other days, nights.
The hand that will catch me whenever I fall.

Thank you.

Anticipating.

Just a picture from the night we celebrated/countdown-ed to my birthday, the rest of the pictures are in my facebook of which you can only access to it if you're in my friends' list. *giggles.

Well actually I don't know what to blog about. I'm running out of ideas. I've got shit load of things to catch up with especially school work cause I've been piling them up and it sucks that I've been procrastinating too much.

I just sent my first roll of film to the shop to be developed and saved into disc, I can't wait for the outcome, and I still have to learn to master everything about the Blackbird Fly. *smiles.

...it's the best feeling you'll ever get

Blackbird, fly.

Boyfriend just came back from Kuala Lumpur. I fetched 'em up at the terminal and I'm glad he's back.

Guess what he got me? Yes, the Blackbird,fly camera. The camera I wanted to get. He surprised me with this, asking me to close my eyes and hands out so he could give it to me.

I had the most surprised face ever in my life. And so I thought birthday's done, but I still get gifts. And I'm happy.

...thank you so much for everything, you've done so much!

365 Days.

I know we both look sleezy in this picture, but yes, this was the night exactly the same time last year that I first met and knew Koo. Its amazing that it's been that long already. *smiles

I just can't wait for him to come home right now, cause he's coming home tomorrow and I'm going to fetch him! Yayness for me!

Well I better run now, time to type out some drafts. *smiles.

...and i anticipate

Little girl.

The little girl that I am, I have and still am this little girl eventhough I am what? 20 already, I know and my boyfriend knows I'm still that little girl. I have always been a little girl, age is just a number, and I still act like a little girl. *smiles.

...and i just wish I'm with you right now

A little while.

I have no idea why some people say we look alike. I see no similarities actually, so I asked the boyfriend what made people say we look alike, and he pointed out the possibilities like we both have sharp facial bone structures, the big eyes big wide smile showing all those teeth, well that's what he said, but I gotta agree on some parts of that. I guess it's a good thing no? *smiles.

I've got to admit, I miss him already, it's just been what? Almost half a day he's gone. Well he's away for a little while, like 3 days? *giggles.

My boyfriend is currently in Labuan catching his flight to KL later on this morning along with his dad and Jinfuh. *smiles. Today was well spent before he left. We went to the Ferry terminal in the morning, to get their tickets but in our second attempt, we couldn't get them in the morning, they gotta get it on the spot before the boat was around. So we ended up going for brunch in Serusop and just after spent a whole day (not until he had to send me back home) at his and tagged along with him to get his hair evened out and then only I get my butt home.

I had to send the little brother tuition and to my surprised, I went straight home to an empty house as everyone was still at work and all that, so I occupied myself with the tele and hung around the house. Tagged along with ae, ae's and Kay as I was pretty bored at home and it was nice cause it has been awhile since I've done that. *giggles.

...today, you have been missed