Feeling Under The Weather.

It has been raining since last week. Rain just doesn't stop falling. The downpour has caused floods all around the country - okay i sounded like a reporter right there. Haha! Well yeah, it has caused flash floods everywhere and if you checked out Rano's page, you've seen the picture of the underpass. The worse ever.

Due to the whole rainy season, i out of nowhere, just feel under the weather. I haven't been so keen to go out for the whole week this week. I just don't know why. I just feel like staying away from everyone in general.

I don't know, i just missed being at home i think? I'm in denial i think. Well seriously, i've been at home since Tuesday, make that Monday. I haven't been out that much this week. Been doing alot of thinking.

And in comfort of me bedroom, i miss Azmil. Or am i just missing the feeling of being taken care of? Being loved and all that? I'm confused.

It has been 5 months and 8 days. Yes i counted. :) I have been single since then. Not looking forward to be committed to another person. Nahh, i think i'm better off this way for now. I've got to concentrate on my studies.

I've got to maintain and get better results this year if i wanna get that scholarship.
Ofcourse i want to, who doesn't? 5 Merits & 3 Passes. I could do better than that!

Final year has come and i need to keep a low profile from the whole partying and shit like that. I've lots of things to take care of now.

And the weekend is here. Andie has things in mind and i have no idea what the plan is yet cause all details are with Koo. I haven't talked with that boy since..Tuesday? Yeah. And i am not even keen on knowing what's going on this Saturday at all. I'm thinking of staying in. Really. But it all depends on whether i can stand it staying at home for 4 days straight now. Heh!

Well its raining again, for the past 20 minutes or so. And its 2:11AM, i should be in bed right now. But i just can't sleep. There's alot going on in this head of mine and it sucks that i have no one to talk to.

I guess i should try and get some sleep now.
Ciao for now.

PS: I miss You.

As promised.

Narcissist.

Vanity Struck. Will be posting up more pictures soon.

Workin' Hard.

I found out my ND1 result, and its interesting. :)

I got

Merits

And..


Passes

So now i know where i stand. I need to get atleastc3 distinctions for my final year and also maintain my results. Be more responsible as lecturers comment about moi as quoted "An Intelligent Student Who Needs To Be Responsible" Tsk tsk tsk.

Well that's that.

Blabberings.

I have started editing again. It has been awhile since i last edited. :)
Well lets see, i have been busy much with college work. Presentation after presentation.
Seriously, i've to work my ass off this year.

Been having lots of outings with the brother and Piccolo. And as usual having late night coffees and cigarettes with the good friend, Koo. Yes, everyone still thinks i'm dating Koo. Whatever they say, i don't care cause whatever is going on between me and Koo isn't gonna be what everyone thinks it would be - a relationship.

I'd rather concentrate on my studies and i have been fine on my own. I have been independent very much. It really shows that i'd rather have a good guy friend that wouldn't go away because of the littlest things i do wrong and all that. Its quite amazing how i could hold on to the whole rumors saying "Oh look, she's dating Koo." "Oh, did you know? They're dating?" Like what the F really, it doesn't always mean that a girl and guy hangs out together that they're dating lah people! Eugh! Narrow minded people. Think out of the box. Broaden your mind will you?

Well enough of that, last week was alright for moi, had a little chit chat with Cardiff. Pretty casual, was fine actually. Nothing harmful. Heh! Made me smile though. :) Hmm.. whatelse whatelse.

Oh, Happy Chinese New Year. Err.. Whatelse. Hmm.. I'm guessing that's it? Well yeah. That's about it for now. :)

Editorials.

My first few edits for this year. :)

Birthday Celeb.

So Thursday night, we celebrated mom's birthday.
We had barbecue. I invited them girls over along with Tubs too.
Well the morning started with greeting mom happy birthday.

And during brunch break, i bought her a cupcake and left it in the fridge.
She thought that's the only present she'll get from me.
Little does she know, she got more after dinner.

We - Me, G and Hafiiz gathered our cash together and bought her a hand bag, lip glosses and also perfumes + lotions from Victoria's Secret.

It was such a nice night. After the whole dinner and all, we - me, nad, tubs, din, rats and zai along with G and Hafiiz went on a night cruise. Checking out the whole black out in town. Gadong and Qlap were dark as hell, as well as the whole stretch to Istana. It was dark and creepy. Eugh!

Well its great to experience such history that happened in Brunei. That's actually the first and worst flash flood that affected a whole lot of Brunei.
Check out more info on this on rano's web or just Google Brunei Flash Flood 20th Jan 2009. :) Happy reading.