Time.

Holidays should've ended today, but due to the increasing number of H1N1 cases, the ministry has extended our holidays to another week.

Another week, think it's gonna stop the virus from spreading? What if it increases some more? Are we still gonna be on holiday? Pfftt!

Well anyways, parents are off to Dubai last Friday, coming back this Saturday. And I've been having the mister all to myself since holiday started two weeks ago. I'm not complaining cause it has been great. The greatest I must say. Waking up and sleeping next to the person who makes me happy is the greatest feeling ever. *smiles

Well, I must say I'm having the greatest time of my life with Koo. *smiles

Hazy.

A night of being there, supporting him through whatever he does. Just plain being there for him to give him smiles when he glances at me while he's busy doing stuff, I don't mind at all. Eventhough I have nothing to do, I really enjoy just sitting there at my corner watching him, cause I know for a fact that me being there makes him happy as it is for me. *smiles

I bagged myself a boy, a boy full of humor, a boy who doesn't give a fuck what people say, a boy who is a good friend to some and not forgetting a boy with holes in his ears - which by the way I am fascinated with 'cause I get to play around with it. *giggles.

...cause without you things go hazy.

Complicated Melody.

...that's what he is. I heart you.

It's 0623 and I am having a little trouble sleeping. Holidays about to end, and today is the 25th, that means the H&T Night is exactly in a month's time. I have yet to get my materials to do my dress. *sighs.

100mg.

And this is what I got from the hospital. *laughs. I only noticed it last night at the boyfriend's. And even he laughed about it. I've got retard painkillers for my period cramps. It was one of the worst cramps in my whole life. It was crazy I tell you.

Well yesterday was alright, went for dance class and dropped by Lambak to catch up with the boys since they were skating. The boyfriend skated a little while, could see how much he misses skating. *smiles. Not to worry, you'll get to skate soon after you get things sorted out, then it'll be the time for you to strut your mad tricks. *smiles

Smiles.

I might have a little trouble sleeping tonight. I've been up since he sent me home a couple of hours ago. I guess there are just things running through my head, nothing he should be worried about because what's running through my head for the couple of hours ago has been him and only him. *smiles

2009 has reached its mid year and so far everything has been great - good fun I must say, both with old and new friends to spend it with. Nothing beats the people that you care for being there for you.

Last night was pretty much an eventful night like I said in my previous post, it opened up my eyes, it showed me how a person can care so much for one. How one just follows one's instincts and bring another to make them feel better. *smiles. One is a little difficult in showing how one feels about things, but one will sure try to find ways to let the other know what and how exactly one feels.

I feel a little guilty though of what happened, I feel sorry for scaring him like that last night, but I just couldn't help it. God knows how painful it was. Thank god everything is alright now. *smiles.

And I've got him to thank for showing me how much he cares. *smiles

Thank You.

A night which was eventful, made me feel oh so glad to have you around and doing the right thing. Despite the pain I went through, the night was nice and sweet because I've got you there. And boy, I thank you. *smiles

...glad you were there by my side

34.

I like this photo. Yes yes, pretty much vain aren't I now? *giggles. It was taken during the shoot I had with the girls couple of weeks ago.

Well things have been oh-so great nowadays, was busy tagging along with the mister on attending a Team Building event organized by mom's office. It was pretty much a fun Saturday morning, despite in the end I fell sick - that wasn't cool.

I've been staying home at night lately due to the whole coughing and runny nose and shit like that. It sucks staying in. I've yet to meet up with the El Chicanos and the G's, soon soon. *crosses finger.

Min is leaving to Sri Lanka for a month this 26th, parentals are off to Dubai on the same day. *think think think.
Well, I've to bring them - Min and Belle soon like in the next couple of days or so.

And oh! My birthday is just a month and four days to go! *grins

...and there's a boy that i can't stop thinking of

Sniffles.

I have fallen sick. Boohoo!

...i'll always be here for you and things will get better each and everyday

Robots in the sky.

Transformers coming out next week?

Boy.. I want to watch this!

I know it's gonna be good as the previous one - FO SHO! Should plan it out with the G's and so I think. *smiles.

Well we should really, it has been awhile since we last hung out. *smiles.

KJc.

So I had a little time to change the layout and from browsing through a few this is by far the one I like the most. Well, Belle made me change my layout just because I like her layout. *giggles

I had a good time with the boyfriend yesterday. Met up with Feeqs at Arch and caught up with things. *smiles
And spent another few hours with the boyfriend in Bandar with the others. *smiles

...a day well spent with you is a day filled with smiles and laughter

Eyah!

Happy 6th Birthday Syarifah Laila Batrisyia Ramle!
Many love from Kaka and everyone!

It has been.

Photo taken last month.

School's out and so far it has been great. Last night was such a random night out with The Three Musketeers - KJc, Niggs and Peej. These three just knows how to make my night worth while, especially the boyfriend ofcourse. I helped out the boys driving them around town and all other places just to look for nurens. And we all ended up sitting around in town. Twas a good night and so far my 2009 has been great the best having these people around.

...a girl's best friend is her boyfriend

My Favourites.

Photo By Dean K.

Girls, we have been through so much together though we have gone our separate ways in terms of studies and countries, but we still manage to have a good time together.
The catching ups and the gossips, the smiles, laughter and tears we've shared, both of you are my best of friends.

And here's to another year of making memories together.
All this will be kept deep inside.

I love you both!

Things.

I have been staring into the screen for more than two hours and I have no idea what to talk about. things have been okay so far. Though there was, note the "was" a little situation, but things turn out okay.

Glad things are okay and last night was just a good night I must say. Being with KJc is when I am the happiest. *smiles

The past few days, we have been doing quite a lot of sweating, and I must say it's good healthy fun. Though I suck cause my lungs are fucked due to chou yen. Thus motivates me to do more of these healthy things.

Did another outing with the el chicanos - Min and Belle, today. We went for a photo shoot with Dean at Jerudong Park. It was fun I must admit. Took a sneak of few photos and the outcome - awesomeness!

Belle said about how I should unprivatise this blog now since there's nothing to hide really. Made me think though, am i ready to open up to the internet world now? Or maybe I'll do it sometime in the near future. Well, firstly why its privatised is all because of the things I've said and done in my previous blog. But things have changed now, so the question is, should I or shouldn't I? I'll think about it. *smiles

..and i finally said it *smiles

Changes.

It's summer holidays, people are back namely Azmil, Qaira, Nurul and the list just goes on. As per previous posts couple of months back, I've mentioned about how I'm not looking forward to summer holidays. Things just gets a little tense, and I am not liking the whole weight that I'm carrying.

These little changes, I've just to accept it for a couple of months. And I must say, it has started to be a little difficult, but eventually I'll get over it and let it ride. I don't know how, but I will.

Need not to worry what's gonna happen, because I believe things will be alright at the end of the day. I'm sorry for things to happen, whether I'd like them to or not, I've got issues with insecurity and I have yet to overcome this flaw. Sigh.

Well, good morning to you dear reader and I shall head to my assignment. I've been procrastinating too much. I have to manage to finish this by 4 in the afternoon today. Wish me luck.

..and i really dislike having arguments with you, it's never nice

Girls.

This was a few days ago, oh on Wednesday. Had time to bring the girls out. Did our usual routine of gossips. Picked and sent them home, chilled at Min's for a bit and went straight back home.

Yes Min, DeJavu i must say that afternoon. Happened about the same time of the year wasn't it? But nyeh, all is gone in the past so let it be plain good ol' memory. :)

Whatever.

i don't like you - at all.
never have, never will.

sorry.

Keeping Healthy?

Word of the day is EXCERCISE!

Had a good start of the day today. :) The Mister woke me up by 630 this morning. As planned to go for a morning walk, and a morning walk we did. :) From mine to Taman Suraya back home. Took us about 45 minutes to walk around. Right after our walk, headed to his to pick up stuff and went on to the Stadium, he his laps and I was just there in the pool. :)

Headed to have breakfast and back to his and slept in until Dad had to call asking to pick up Faiz. As we did, had our late lunch at home and boy left to get some more sleep. :)

And here I am, waiting on the Mister to wake up and probably head out to get coffee. :)

...boy, i've never felt like this in a while

Counting off.

i was suppose to post this up couple of hours ago, but i only managed to do it now cause i have nothing much to say. I've got two days off school - tomorrow and the day after tomorrow. :)
and tomorrow's plan is to wake up as early as 545 in the morning to go for a walk with KJc. :) and i suppose meet up with the two girls too. well that's the only plan for now.

anyhoos, tis soon school holidays. i've got an assignment due this saturday, hopefully i'll make full use of these two off days to start with the assignment. and then, two weeks of holiday here i come! but unfortunately there's another assignment that should be finished during holidays, but that's okay. and gotta work from the 19th - 21st for the Hello Kitty thing.

i suppose, this holiday is gonna be all good. more and more time to spend with the mister. :) *hugs

..so i kinda sorta maybe like you a lot more than i had originally planned.

Last night was a good great fun night out. :) Didn't attend for school, so i slept in. Picked Eyah from school, straight back home and showered. Picked up Nigga from his place, and headed to the boyfriend's place. As we - nigga and i reached, there he was, standing infront of the car with my cousin. And to our - nigga and i - shock, he got a cut, and it wasn't just a normal cut. He went bald. Hehe!

So we went off to cross the border to meet up with his friends. Had a couple of drinks and went back over to Gadong by 10ish. Met up with another cousin of mine and the rest again.

Went to the boyfriend's place for a bit and went home by 3. Eheh!

*kiss.

...and i feel happy having you around

Okay okay..

Okay this is such a long due post. I was suppose to post this up few nights ago. Well, as some may know, yes yes, i am in a relationship. :) I have always been but it was complicated at first, but it's all good now.

I'm suppose to go out with the girls - Belle and Min tomorrow, but i have to raincheck with you girls. I'm deeply sorry. But make it up to ya'll on Tuesday yes?

So, today, was pretty random. Sent Faiz tuition as usual and then we went to town walk around. Popped at Nigga's place and dragged him out to town and met up with Fee. :)

Walked around then sent Fee home, chilled at Nigga's and sent the Mister back home. Seems everything is just so random today with the whole retardation stuff that's happening today. Hehe!

Well all in all, it's been a great week. :) *hugs

21.

Happy 21st Birthday Zai Queen G. Many happy returns and lots of love. :)
Mizyu!

2156Hours.

..the reason i look forward to waking up on a brand new day

..it's been nothing but great

oh hi! it's june already. so that means it's about a month plus until it's my birthday! ha! not too excited just yet. Well like i was saying in the previous posts about going to Bali during the holidays, that isn't happening because it's fuckin' expensive, not so secure since not even one lecturer will be around and all expenses wouldn't be covered by the government. Fuck that, i'd rather ask mummy and daddy send to wherever i feel like going, but no travelling just yet for me. Wait til i'm done with my finals, then maybe. :)

Well, so far everything is alright nothing too much to worry about just yet. I've got two assignments pending for this month before holidays start. Talking about holiday, it's just 12 days away. Ehehe!

Well i better get going, work work work. :)