Salsa.

I have been busy with assignments, dance classes and being a bum. this was last week's salsa class. it has been pretty fun. :)

eugh! deadlines. reunion. dress? sigh!

Daily.

daily accessories. the cow. the necklace. the bracelet.

and i am currently trying to get my assignment done. but my brain isn't functioning very well. this sucks. i don't like it. i need motivation. i need inspiration. i need some pushin'. i need to get started. oh laziness, please go away. i need to get this done. sigh.

I want..

to take pictures like these...

Pendings.

and this is how the table at school looks like today. :) well in the afternoon that is.

Sustainable Tourism Assignment - 23rd May
Language and Communication Presentation - 28th May
Introduction to Management Assignment - 2nd June
Marketing for Tourism Assignment - 13th June

..so much to do, so little time.
..due dates, here i come.

Cow Cow Cow.

and we started dance class once again this week. last week didn't happen cause the lecturers had to invigilate our juniors. so yeah, next week will be the last salsa class, and we'll start with street next two weeks! nyehh..

and and i got my cow back!! :D

Editorial.

Just one edit that i can manage to do for now. Just a simple one.

..patience, everything will be alright.
..i miss(ed) you KJc. :) *kiss

Bloody.

skipped school and went to the clinic to get my blood test results as well as my urine test.
thank god everything is okay. blood test all came to negative, just need to get vaccinated. Urine is normal.
nothing too serious. everything is all well.

missing boy too much. sigh. this sucks big time. hope everything is fine on his side. :) *kiss

Dreadful.

boy, i miss you.
do get well in time.

Idiotic.

this was taken few nights ago, wednesday night if i'm not mistaken.
yes, boy and i was going to catch a movie, and sadly we didn't end up catching Star Strek, instead we watched, Sniper! Haha! This was such a funny night. Watched a chinese movie. Had a good laugh cause we were being idiots in the cinema. Haha!

Lazy.

and so i changed the header. heh! was thinking about it the other day whether to change it or not. and so i did. well, today isn't that bad at all. can't really complain can i now?

brought boy to the hospital. :) met up with FeeQs. and currently on a little project of mine for boy. :)

that's it for now. and Min's surprise for Belle went down the drain. Belle knows she's back and yeah. Tis time for us to catch up, which is pretty soon. :))

...may the itching go away O;)

Sushi.

..and so sushi was served for lunch today. Joined the girls of TTS 10 at excapade right after I had my hair trimmed. :) Tis nothing much to say about today. Girl's staying in. :) and girl wants more sushi!

*kiss boy.

Time.

And so it's another evening that I'm spending time with myself. it's doing fine for me, it's not a big deal not seeing KJ sometimes. Well tonight I insisted and figured he'd want some boy time to himself with the fellas. Like I always say, I would not want to stop a person from doing what they love, adore and has passion for. Never did I stop anyone from doing what they love the most.

I know for a fact, people tend to need space. Time to themselves getting things done and all that. I learned from my past that two people can't always be together every second of the time. I don't want to look like I'm being clingy or whatsoever, I know it's good to give people their space and just breathe. There's enough oxygen in this world for everyone to breathe isn't it? Well metaphorically saying really.

It's been awhile since i actually spent time alone. It's not bad actually. It gives me time to think, to do work and all that. It's a matter of having time for yourself that counts and enjoying it.

I notice this post is filled with rants, does it matter now? Well I should get going with my work now.

...in solitude i find peace

Ecstatic!

I can't tolerate with some people being so immature, leaning towards stupidity and just being plain dumb. From the littlest things it grew bigger and ended up badly. Ofcourse you're wondering what am i ranting about, aren't you?

So this morning, a colleague of mine which is a guy - the person which everyone dislikes because of his immature actions since day one, his attitudes and other shit like that, gotten in a fight with another colleague of mine which is a girl. Like he hit her, this is caused all about the past mistakes, and him venting out and giving a girl friend a punch on the face isn't exactly the smartest move at all. We were about to start class and all this happened early in the morning which led to class cancellation. Got talked by our Group Coordinator and eugh it wasn't good.

I'm surprised how this boy just doesn't get it, that the girl actually ignored all this so that it wouldn't lead to something serious, but instead he punched her. Stupid isn't it? Everyone even said to both parties that fighting over something that's passed us is just not worth it. Pfftt! Some people just can't take advices can they?

Well, since that is done, day got a little more better when Head Of Department called out a few names to discuss about something, something I wanted when he told me the other day. Department of Technical Education is sending 10 tourism students to..... B A L I!! :)

Glad I get to be listed in it, but the downside is that we've got to pay for our air ticket and accommodation first. But it's okay, even though there's a chance of being reimbursed, it's the experience and exposure that's gonna be oh so fun. Told mum about it and she agreed to pay my expenses. Yayness! :D If everything goes accordingly, I will be going attending the Forum from 16th - 19th June. :) Just gotta grab a ticket and we're all set! :D So the one's that are going ; Myself, Karan, Nurul, Danial and Lli are for sure going. Not too sure about the rest of the group. This is by far the highlight of this month. :)

Rants.

..tell me how
..tell me why
..tell me now
..before the day i die

..this is our moment
..this is our time
..let's make every time spent the best we can
..before our time ends

..you light up my day
..you bring joy to my life
..you can't be a mistake
..cause if you were, i'm willing to learn each and everyday

Smile.

..i must say it's just great to spend the day with you.
..watching you skate and just hanging around though i've nothing much to do while you're at it.
..twas a nice brief day with you.

Wonder Woman.

Happy Mother's Day to a wonderful Mom.

She who brought me into this world for me to learn, make mistakes, love and all the other good things.
She who has given me endless love and attention.
She who has the strength to raise 5 kids.
She who cares and makes good food for her family.

She is my mother and she is the best.
She can never be replaced.
She is the apple of my eye and I look up to her.

She is my true wonder woman and she is my true happiness and love.

I know I don't say this to her that much, but I know she knows that I truly love her.

And not forgetting, A Happy birthday to the best Grandfather Alive - Haji Mohd Shariff.

He is a Malaysian born with talent. He plays quite a number of musical instruments and he knows and understands quite a few languages. He is multi-talented. He is the greatest. He has also raised me since I was little and he is my best friend.

..just can't wait to go back home; Bunut has raised me and being there just brings back fond memories.

I love you Nini Boy! May Allah bless you.

Amin.

A happy birthday to a dearest friend :)
A year older a year wiser.
May this day brings you joy, laughter, happiness and all those other good stuff.

Happy 22nd birthday!

...nothing compares to waking up in the morning to someone special next to you

Class.

Dance class started last Wednesday, it was fun though I was more like a zombie after doing World Tourism assignment the day before. 14 hours of staying up from Monday night. That wasn't fun at all. But I had KJ staying over the night, helping me out with the assignment. :)

and a happy birthday to Amin. :)

And Belle, woman you fuckin' owe me an explaination. I know you're back why haven't you texted or something? Woman, you better be calling me soon. There's catching up to do.

Run run run.

This was last Saturday night, we went down to the border. Just had a couple of drinks and headed back home. Nothing big though, just another weekend well spent. :)

21.

A Happy Birthday to McKinky.
3rd of May 2009.

So today KJ came round in the morning, stayed in the whole day. Lazied around. Went to get supplies for Nad's present and also went to her birthday dinner.

..glad i spent a good sunday with you

KJ. :)

just another intoxicated post.

well first of first, i think it is time to let you see this so called blog of mine. as you can see, i've been talking and writing posts about you. boy, as i told you tonight. If you really want to know how you make me feel. Here's a little picture of it.

1. You give me butterflies.
2. I'd always feel anxious just to see you.
3. Thinking of you just makes me smile.
4. All the little things we do, just makes my day.
5. You never ever fail to put a smile on my face.
6. I like it when we act so retarded.
7. It's never a nice feeling arguing with you.
8. I can't ever be mad at you forever.
9. I just miss you easily.
10. Though we're so complicated, i like how things are going.
11. I just like you too much that i don't say it to you that often.
12. You are there always for me.
13. You are always in my mind.
14. I just can't be away from you.
15. I have so much fun with you.

Think that's enough? I don't think so.

Boy, no matter what, i know i can always run to you for comfort and all other things.

this was taken last night when we just reached town. he saw it and said "aww.. that's cute."
i agreed and he insisted me taking a picture with it, i said "eh, indakan me heart me? that's not right."

.."No, me heart you lah." he says.

Good One.

Tis a good night. Went down to the border with KJ as Abang Ayel invited me to come and join him with Abang Pijul. :) So, went down there, had a couple of drinks and ate too. And then, after the border, headed to Chill to meet up with the boys, since it has pretty much been awhile since KJ and I literally go out at night. We've been staying in at night. That's what we've noticed. :)

Tomorrow, it's time to get the window fixed. :) Yay!