Belated.

Happy Belated Birthdays:

210 - Sir Zadil
610 - Tubbies
810 - Mayyah
1010 - Zylah & Farrett
2010 - Min
2210 - Ka Amal
2410 - Umar & Yazmyn
2710 - Mamat Sufi
2810 - Dausie
2910 - Teacher Ruby.

May all your wishes come true and many happy returns!

Be Right Back.

The widest smile ever!

Thanks much to my lovely lovely Dinkers for a treat of raya-ing. :) I love ya woman!!

Oh yes, i havent texted him or emailed him. His birthday is coming up and i don't know what to get. Yet when to send it to Cardiff. :/ Boo!

I miss you, i dont know why we can't be civilised. Like he once said, "if we were to end this, we can still talk, and be friends. we're not strangers. i know you. bla bla bla.."

Well nyeh. I'll just chill really. I miss him deep down inside of my heart and still in love with him. I miss you Azmil Maidin.

A little bit of this.. That..

pictures taken months ago. just got it off FeeQs'.

Random Pictures.

2 months ago.

2 months ago.

3 months ago

4 months ago.

4 months ago.

Credits to FeeQs' 450D.
more to come.

Class Of 2008.

This was taken at Hads'. Collage done by Suhai.

Well anyhoos, lets see. There's things i want to say but then i don't know. I just miss him. I miss him, i miss i miss.. Yesterday was a should've, would've, could've.. 14 months. I still can't let go, though i am going through my days with laughter and smiles.. at the end of the day, all i could think of is him, having those times with him. i miss.. last night was such a deep moment.. i cried but then it was those happy tears.. cause i was reminiscing.

ehhh entah ehh.. apakan? i don't know what to say anymore..

I MISS YOU.

hope to hear from you...

Thoughts of you make me smile.

Kau begitu sempurna
Dimataku kau begitu indah
Kau membuat diriku akan slalu memujimu

Disetiap langkahku
Kukan slalu memikirkan dirimu
Tak bisa kubayangkan hidupku tanpa cintamu

Janganlah kau tinggalkan diriku
Takkan mampu menghadapi semua
Hanya bersamamu ku akan bisa

Kau adalah darahku
Kau adalah jantungku
Kau adalah hidupku
Lengkapi diriku
Oh sayangku, kau begitu
Sempurna... Sempurna... 

Kau genggam tanganku
Saat diriku lemah dan terjatuh
Kau bisikkan kata dan hapus semua sesalku

Janganlah kau tinggalkan diriku
Takkan mampu menghadapi semua
Hanya bersamamu ku akan bisa

Kau adalah darahku
Kau adalah jantungku
Kau adalah hidupku
Lengkapi diriku
Oh sayangku, kau begitu
Sempurna... Sempurna... 

Kau genggam tanganku
Saat diriku lemah dan terjatuh

Kau bisikkan kata dan hapus semua sesalku

Slacking!

Sorry for the lack of updates. Was pretty much busy the whole week of last week. Started off with Ratna's open house, then Alil's, then Dinkers, then Mayyah's, then Bils', Mine, and last but not least Hads'. And The Razak's are back for good. and i made my visit yesterday and i felt like right back at home again. It felt good and i smiled all night. Though the person isnt anywhere to be sighted but being there made me whole again.

Hmm.. lets see.. whatelse whatelse..

Oohh.. you know the date today? I wonder what the date signifies.. Hmm.. I know, but do you??

Something missing?

Baks. Rats. Dinks. Fyds.

Rats. Bies.

Dinks. Fyds.

Rats. Gs.

Hads. Rats. Gs.

Lis. Diqs. Bies.

Mayys. Fyds.

Bies.

Okay apparently i get off work at 330 starting this month onwards. I do not know why the sudden change, but hells yeah! Even better really!! Well i caught up with Koo in town after work just to have a little chit chat at Chill and i went off home got ready and all to pick up Mayyah and Ratna to go to Dinkers' place. :) We arrived around 8ish? and left before 12a.m. We practically were being in Sadique's room and had lotsa chou yens and laughed with the birthday boy cause ia kesian, facebook nya cacat! Hehehe! Through all the laughs and all.. along the way it felt incomplete somehow. Mayyah had to leave around 930 and yeah. Them Malek and everyone of them came too and yeah.. Nothing much really. Point is, we chilled at Dinkers last night. :) And possibly will be chilling at Batong this Sunday.

Here i am at work doing nothing. Oh just hours until Kay, Yozoul, Zaf, Aunty and Uncle comes back. They'll be arriving later on this afternoon 5ish? Yeah.. Oh god! The annoying one is coming back for good! HELP!! Well, come to think of it, Kay's back for good and i'll be leaving insya allah next two years. AHAHAHAHHA! i'll just have to adpat to the annoying Kay for 2 years then.

Oh oh! I'm on the waiting list already, i mean i went to the dentist kan kemarin, just to get consultation about straightening up my lower teeth and yeah.. after all the check ups and shit.. name is on the list already and we'll just have to wait thenn..

Chou yen Actions.

An outing of playing around with the camera and chou yen.. LOLs.

Happy Birthday!

Happy birthday Tubbies! I have not much to update. Just too lazy to update for the time being. Oh, Kay's coming back tomorrow. Koo's leaving for Skate Comp on Thursday. Later on tonight outing with the Babies. Open Houses to go. Well i haven't heard from him eversince he left. Well.. I'll update nanti lagi..

Isn't feeling it.

First day raya. Was alright. Wasn't feeling it much. Started off with going to Grands in Bunut then went off to KB at Grandma's then Uwa Laki's, Uda's, Wak Mun's, Bin Khalid's and then off back home. Caught up in a traffic jam and reached Grands in Bunut about 6pm and then went to get FeeQ's car and then went to McD's and went home about 830ish.

I'll edit this post nanti.

Warm welcome.

We are not celebrating Raya today! Boo! The rest of the world is. and we're left behind again for i have no idea how long sudah! well, i sent out FB messages and some wall messages and also msn messages and text messages and emails. Hahaha!

And something made my morning today, as i was left an msn message, i got a very warm welcome to visit anytime and told that i'm not a stranger. That made my day today.

Kay texted up pasal ia "cool" that they're having raya in KL. And he's coming back next week on the 7th for good. And before he comes back i've got to pull down the pictures before he does it for me. HMPH! I don't want to pull down the pictures. I love those pictures. And and i want to keep them up on the wall. Puhleezzz!!

Well since Kay's coming back for good, he'll help me stay out of trouble and will help me with college stuff for final year. :)

Well that's it for today. Tomorrow's going to be a busy busy day.

First day of raya the usual routine is..

1. Bunut at Dad's parents, have breakfast and salam-salam. :) Where i grew up! But but but.. other than that, it's so going to remind me of Him.
2. Down to KayBee. Kubur first then to relatives.
3. Stay in Kaybee until evening. Balik and rest.

Last year's first day raya was the best. I'm going to miss it.

PS: ISLY.